I found my pills last night. I have been off my wellbutrin since our trip to Cincinnati and it has been hell. I have been eating to the point of vomiting. I never knew how much they helped.
I think my stress and anxiety are at a solid 8. I am worried about money (always) and yet have this urge to shop uncontrollably. I almost bought my son a $300 recliner this morning even though both cars need inspected and all the bills are behind.
I logged onto Facebook while waiting at the food bank. My OA group is gone. Suddenly archived sept 22nd. It was a great group. I feel like there is no where else to turn. But I know there is. I reached out to Hayda to see if she knew of a different group. She didnt have info, but even a few seconds of talking to another person in program helped.
I tried to log into an online meeting while I waited in line, but it didnt start for another 30mins. I am setting an alarm on my phone for the 6pm meeting. Would be a good habit to go through while cooking dinner. It may help me to plan healthier meals and get us back to the dining room table.
I also want to schedule YMCA time. We have paid near $600 and never use it. I'm thinking Thursdays after piano, but not certain that would work with Oliver (who I cannot have in the music studio). Hmmm. Will have to think on it.
