I can't believe how large I am. Even with my 28lb loss last summer, I am still bursting out of my clothes. I take up an entire sofa. I can't zipper 3xl coats. It's better than it was. I hear that. I understand that my 24w pants fit now. But then I see photos like these (taken at MOPS Christmas party) and I feel disgusted and ashamed all over again.

