I'm either binging or completely disinterested in eating. I never know which side of me will wake up in the morning. I like the Stacey that doesn't want to eat. Problem is, that Stacey forgets to feed her kids.
However, Binge Stacey gets so guilty or hoardy that she doesn't want to feed her kids.
This disease leaves me powerless, yet I try all sorts of coping mechanisms. Am I truly working the first step if I think I can influence my binges?
