Thursday, January 26, 2017

Standing on the Sidelines

I have been researching, toying around with, attending a few meetings, telling people about, and thumbing through the AA Big Book for almost 3 months.  I have a sponsor, but I'm not sure it's a good fit.  I have done zero step work. 


There is a 9:30 am OA meeting in Rocky Grove.  Like an hour away.  I'm thinking of going so that I can try and find a local sponsor.  Cathy is a solid 5, but I need a 8 or higher.  I need to get mad at a sponsor for being there too much. 

I have thought of finding a local open AA meeting, but they are all in the evening and I am alone in the evenings.   :(

In any case, I need to dive into OA now.  I am ready.