So, I let my stomach growl what I feel, and everyone I talk to does too, is a FAKE hunger. It fake growled for over 3 hours while I sipped water or coffee trying to make it stop. I finally gave in 20 minutes before dinner was done. I ate about 20 lightly salted chips with the last of the dill dip.
I AM SO ANGRY AT MY DISEASE!!!! FUCKING TANTRUM BULLSHIT.
I made a huge stock pot of vegetable soup tonight. Beans, tomatoes, cabbage, peas, corn, carrots, celery, peppers, veggie broth, margarine, and an entire box of curly pasta. I ate 2 bowls of it. That was 1 hour and 15 minutes ago.
MY STOMACH JUST GROWLED AGAIN.
It's going to kill me. This disease is evil and nasty. It lies. It steals my life. I hate it.
