Sunday, January 8, 2017

Eating a Meal Feels Sinful

It is morning.  I have not eaten.  It's your standard breakfast time, but my stomach is not growling.  I binge ate broccoli soup and cool Ranch Doritos last night.  My stomach isn't growling, so maybe I'm still full?  Is it a binge to eat breakfast at breakfast time if your stomach isn't growling?  I don't know the difference between the urge to binge and the urge to eat a meal at the proper time. 

I want to ask a friend or ask in my groups... but am I just reaching for permission to binge? 

I don't know how to speak my body's language anymore....